Trigger Warning

A little something about holding onto hope, When it feels like it’s the end; The struggle always bears strength. CigarettesInTheSand When I first had a panic attack, I was quite literally in the middle of a laugh. I spent the night in the hospital, unsure of how to make sense of my erratic heartbeat andContinue reading “Trigger Warning”

Fragile

You see me naked Your eyes widen as I don’t match the image Concocted in your head Whimsical of the feel As your hand grazes The stretch marks that I fought hard to erase My skin hangs low in Places some to remind Of the times when I Wished to be thin “Be gentle withContinue reading “Fragile”

Beyond Saving

I asked you to save meNot watch me drownSo if you weren’t going to helpWhy did you stick around? It wasn’t your responsibilityTo help me pull throughSo why didn’t you kill the expectationsBorn of my attachment to you? And I’m asking once againFor your help – to help me surviveAnd once again you haven’t failedToContinue reading “Beyond Saving”

Berate Me But Don’t Hate Me

“I often find myself thinking about the kind of person I was and the person I’ve become. Part of these deliberations include answers to questions I never through could possibly arise, had I been someone who didn’t reside in the Grey Area of Conflicted County.” Inherently, I’ve always been a people-pleaser. I’ve done things andContinue reading “Berate Me But Don’t Hate Me”