Finding Solace

Finding solace In the wrong place At the wrong time No, I’m not crying But there is a part Inside of my soul That’s broken down Just need to let go Finding solace Among the stars In crowded bars In the open skies In unfruitful denial In the hope of a future In wanting toContinue reading “Finding Solace”

Fragile

You see me naked Your eyes widen as I don’t match the image Concocted in your head Whimsical of the feel As your hand grazes The stretch marks that I fought hard to erase My skin hangs low in Places some to remind Of the times when I Wished to be thin “Be gentle withContinue reading “Fragile”

the aesthetics from heartbroken eyes

that kind of night

I’m lying awakeStaring at the fan overheadTrying to fathomThe differenceBetween the bladesAnd my mindFor both seem to beSpinningLike a tornadoUnstoppable and unkind I find myselfPonderingAt the oddest thoughtMy eyes if openSee perhaps darkerThan if shut tight There’s thoughtsI’ve put offIn the hopes that theyDisappearAnd dreams born in my mindI have embracedIn the hopes that theyComeContinue reading “that kind of night”

Berate Me But Don’t Hate Me

“I often find myself thinking about the kind of person I was and the person I’ve become. Part of these deliberations include answers to questions I never through could possibly arise, had I been someone who didn’t reside in the Grey Area of Conflicted County.” Inherently, I’ve always been a people-pleaser. I’ve done things andContinue reading “Berate Me But Don’t Hate Me”

Words Don’t Make It True

I moved on and I said it out loudThen why does the sight of yourFace turn that decision around I forced myself to forget I loved youThen why is it that the simple mentionOf your name makes that seem untrue I knew that I couldn’t keep doing thisTo myself and so I wrote a poemContinue reading “Words Don’t Make It True”

Love is Love

The kind of love you see in Karan Johar films (I’m talking about the ones from the 2000s which all started with K), that’s the kind of love I believe in. It’s the all-consuming love, the fairy-tale one, which makes your heart beat faster and heavier but makes your spirits soar. Butterflies in your belly,Continue reading “Love is Love”