Finding Solace

Finding solace In the wrong place At the wrong time No, I’m not crying But there is a part Inside of my soul That’s broken down Just need to let go Finding solace Among the stars In crowded bars In the open skies In unfruitful denial In the hope of a future In wanting toContinue reading “Finding Solace”

War Between Thoughts and Emotions

“The emotional brain responds to an event more quickly than the thinking brain.” – Daniel Goleman. To be caught in a web between one’s own thoughts and feelings ever so often leads to a spiral. Caught between a rock and a hard place, the war renders our minds and hearts incapable of optimal functioning whenContinue reading “War Between Thoughts and Emotions”

Fragile

You see me naked Your eyes widen as I don’t match the image Concocted in your head Whimsical of the feel As your hand grazes The stretch marks that I fought hard to erase My skin hangs low in Places some to remind Of the times when I Wished to be thin “Be gentle withContinue reading “Fragile”

Writing About Life

Writing about life isLike writing about loveThere is no truthNo sign from above It’s all just a gameOr so it seemsPutting things togetherUnable to believe Things happen andPeople move forwardLeaving behind memoriesOf peace and discord There comes a timeA bump in the roadWhere everything seemsLike it’s about to blow And we gather our strengthAnd makeContinue reading “Writing About Life”

the aesthetics from heartbroken eyes

that kind of night

I’m lying awakeStaring at the fan overheadTrying to fathomThe differenceBetween the bladesAnd my mindFor both seem to beSpinningLike a tornadoUnstoppable and unkind I find myselfPonderingAt the oddest thoughtMy eyes if openSee perhaps darkerThan if shut tight There’s thoughtsI’ve put offIn the hopes that theyDisappearAnd dreams born in my mindI have embracedIn the hopes that theyComeContinue reading “that kind of night”

My Truth Is The Lies I Tell Myself

If you want to learn my truthLook into my eyesYou will find nothingBut the self-inflicted lies If you want to find answersTo questions I haven’t askedDon’t look towards meAfter I’ve taken off the mask I owe it to myself nowTo distinguish the truth and liesAnd my inability to do soIs merely my own choice Don’tContinue reading “My Truth Is The Lies I Tell Myself”

Words Don’t Make It True

I moved on and I said it out loudThen why does the sight of yourFace turn that decision around I forced myself to forget I loved youThen why is it that the simple mentionOf your name makes that seem untrue I knew that I couldn’t keep doing thisTo myself and so I wrote a poemContinue reading “Words Don’t Make It True”

Am I Just Lying To Myself?

I’m standing tall, fearlessUnafraid of the days yet to comeI’m disbelieving all the liesI’m shutting off, feeling numb I’m walking the path untroddenWith my head held highI’m unstoppable, moving onI’ll soar till I hit the fucking sky I’m facing my demons, head onOne by one they’re coming at meBut I’m holding my own, staying strongUnableContinue reading “Am I Just Lying To Myself?”